If you have ever been with her you know what drug abuse feels like. The anxious exciting come up of ecstasy and the crash of the come down. Giving up cigarettes to replace them with something else but it’s never good enough. You draw me in like that line of coke and then make me feel like I’ve had one to many. That Euphoric feeling of colourful geometry when I close my eyes and seeing the darkest image as they open. You make me feel so good, you make me feel so bad.

themindofjakepaul:

Why should I apologise for the Monster I’ve become, no one ever apologised for making me this way.

Amber yo sad sad girl 😂

Our relationship was based on sex

Every time she calls you baby I know you’ll be thinking about how we used to say it, how it used to roll off my tongue and how you would love the way it taste. Every time she has a cigarette you’ll think of me, you’ll think of our late nights and sauvigon, you’ll remember just how it taste after sex. When she holds you, you’ll think of me, you’ll think of the tips of my fingers running across your skin as if you’re the most precious thing in this world. Because you were. When she calls me Baby I’ll think of you but not in the way I once did, I no longer love the way it taste rolling off your tongue. Every time she has a cigarette I’ll think of you, I’ll think of the late nights up with you making me believe I was never enough, I’ll remember just how much I hate sauvigon. When she holds me I won’t think of you, I won’t think if my body is enough for her, I won’t think with every move of hers she’s going to hurt me. I won’t think of you, but you’ll think of me baby.

gnarhh:

“You just do it. You force yourself to get up. You force yourself to put one foot before the other, and God damn it, you refuse to let it get to you. You fight. You cry. You curse. Then you go about the business of living. That’s how I’ve done it. There’s no other way.”

— Elizabeth Taylor (via hellish-sailor)

(Source: wordsnquotes.com)

13chancess:

“People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head—the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.”

— William H. Woodwell Jr.
(via wordsnquotes)

(Source: wordsnquotes.com)

eintagsliebe:

i wish u knew how bad it fucked me up

(via xxertzxx)

kickembackandshutup:

“You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place. Like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and this place, because you’ll never be this way ever again.”

— Azar Nafisi, Reading Lolita in Tehran (via hplyrikz)

(Source: hplyrikz.com)

liebesfehler:

“People scare me. They change their minds so quick. One moment it’s “I love you” and “you make me happy” and the next it’s “I’m not sure anymore” and “this isn’t what I want””

— 07/23/15 (via beaglesarecute)

(via thevvildyouth)

starting-to-feel-just-right:

1hat3u:

hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof

I’ve never seen anything so accurate though

(via thecommonchick)